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12/1/2025- OK homepage is updated, though the changes are pretty subtle I'm happy with it. I changed the background, updated the photoreel, and moved my main 88x31 buttons to the left sidebar rather than a marquee. I'm going to try to map out my subpages a little better under the "content" page. a lot of my content is really just collections of links and resources, but what else is new, that's really the bulk of my zine history as well. one of my first zines was one called the diy yellowpages (the cover was in fact yellow), where I listed infoshops venues and cool local projects and businesses I liked. then I did the boston DIY showpages, which was a monthly one-pager. and that morphed into LIVE AND DIY IN MA with my friend James, who introduced me to neocities. really my first neocities website, though they did all the coding p much. I just really like to compile info and make things accessible. it's a theme. why am I able to write so easily in this "micro blog" but every time I try to write copy for other pages I freeze up? jdjfdshkfd

10/26/2025- I want to change up this main page but feeling uninspired. I made myself a startpage to help me get to pages I want more quickly without having to google or whatever. fuck google. I want to make a page about the stuff I've been doing towards de-enshitification (avoiding AI, data harvesting, ads, etc). Maybe when I make that I'll have some ideas for a new homepage layout.
I also started a new project with a friend, under the Fan-Club banner. It's gonna be a newsletter and calendar of mask-required events all over the northeast. We soft-launched it like last week and the newsletter will start in November. You can preview it at - fan-listings.neocities.org.
I've noticed recently that my capitalization is very inconsistant and it's bothering me...autistically. I wish I were more decisive sometimes.

10/04/2025- everything's been really fucked. I did swim in the ocean last weekend tho. need to work on updating this more. maybe.

7/6/2025- one thing about me is I friggen love guides to free shit. I love MAKING these guides -- like:
this directory of community fridges in MA, this guide to free resources in/around Lawrence, and this very small guide of misc free stuff - right here on my personal site

and I love to see them around.

everything is free
if you want it ;)

6/25/2025- More people should quit instagram and use signal stories imo

2/4/2025- I feel like I should be panicking more but I don't think it would help if I was

2/2/2025- I am no longer allowing the algorithm to regulate my emotions and responses. everything is too much right now. I want to be deliberate and focused. I want to sustain my energy.

1/17/2025- no button yet but pls check out my new page, VERY MUCH a work in progress, where I wanna hype up friends' projects. and there's a chatbox where people can share or whatever.

1/12/2025- new page alert!!!!!!! https://mylastcopyscam.neocities.org/free

1/12/2025- I've fixed responsiveness/mobile capability for 2 of my websites, and also, embarassingly, the mobile version for this site, in the last two weeks. I'm proud but tired!! I'm glad I gave up on making this one phone-friendly. I have too much STUFF to fit in such a little baby screen.

1/8/2025- does anyone have a good pixelfed server to recommend??? will this latest change finally fuel the migration needed from meta to the feda? I friggen hope so...

1/1/2025- resolutions are to keep doing what I'm doing; fighting for Palestine and sharing resources with my community. maybe get better at online privacy and continue to divest from corporate social media. and IDK find some income. ugh.

12/18/2024- I'm an android girlie now. I can't believe it took me this long. It's still a hand-me down and the screen is cracked, but I'm excited about how much I've been able to customize it already. Haven't downloaded any socials or games ... tryna only use my old phone on wifi for that and reduce my [phone] screen time. So far it's working well.

12/9/2024- I changed the button link I have up for the internet archive to https://savethearchive.com to support those efforts......click and take action pls.

12/4/2024- Posting yr spotify wrapped is cringe... tell me how many gigs you're sharing on slsk.

11/29/2024- I feel like finding out what photons look like should have been much bigger news

11/27/2024- feeling very aware of everyday/mundane forms of surveillance lately. Like my neighbors' ring cameras or people's dash cams. Why are so many people comfortable with being watched all the time? Or with watching...

11/19/2024- I deleted my tweets on both accounts and deactivated my personal one. deactivating my covid one is stressing me out tho. It doesn't seem like people are moving to bsky or fedi from there. Idk. There have been a lot of bullies and shit on cc twitter, but I also learned a lot and felt really supported there as someone still mitigating. Not sure what to do. At least my tweets are gone, hopefully they haven't already been scraped for AI.

11/13/24- I got an RSS feed reader, finally. I'm currently using CommaFeed. I'm hoping it will help ween me off twitter and make news a little more digestable/help me be more present with it. I desperately want to stop scrolling all the time. It's so numbing. Also clearing a lot of shit off my phone and tryna get ready to move over to a relative's old pixel phone -- stop using Apple, simplify my phone use... it's a process but this site and neocities more generally are helping a lot.

11/1/24- I am working on a biiiig bookmarks/links page...

10/23/24- the anarchist bookfair was amazinggg. I'm so glad I'm an anarchist.

8/26/24- This COVID wave feels like it will never end

7/9/24- I'm trying to move my life out of google and into proton but they keep expecting me to pay for every little thing. it's obnoxious. open source, one-time donation maybe, encrypted, non-corporate, non-data-mining, email/calendar/collaborative docs WHEN???

7/8/24- spent the last few months tryna save a community space I cared about. a lot of us cared about. July 1st was the date they gave us and they never did back down or concede a signle demand. I don't think everyone has given up yet. But I know I need to work harder on everything I've been neglecting, not least of which is money/job shit. and relocating fan club. and on and on.

4/5/24- started a new project: Merch Tables for Palestine. Bands/anyone can grab a pack of zines/flyers/stickers to table with to help connect people to local organizing and potentially raise much needed funds for aid. I spent a day this week making copies as I processed the news about [beloved community space] closing. Or intending to close. I'm not ready to give it up yet.

3/29/24- Led a workshop over zoom last night about how to make shows safer from COVID-19. Super proud of how it came out and grateful that it got such a good response (I think we had like 16 ppl?? lots more signed up). I'm going to do more of them. Also built another air purifier last week. Feeling motivated.

2/9/24- I started updating http://abac.neocities.org/ again. "this site was started in 2020 to help spread the word about webinars and remote panels happening on topics of racial justice, abolition, and related struggles. I also sometimes posted protests and rallies. I am going to try to start updating it again to share events and actions (in-person and remote) related to Palestinian solidarity, with a focus on MA but maybe some stuff in RI and NH as well."

So that's where most of my energy has been lately, when I'm home at least. When I'm out, it's been consistent community fridge drop-offs (gratefully) and a recent masked show I staffed. Some protests and standouts but not too many as my pain has been pretty fucked.

I'm begrudgingly starting a full-time temp job next week. I'll be driving too much, and during rush hour, but I desperately need the money. It's been impossible to find something remote. And I know that working in person, especially with all that driving, will mean a lot of pain flares over the next month. But I can't keep depleting my savings like I have been.

I've been thinking a lot about indoor air quality, as a career. I feel a little overwhelmed trying to map out what I would need to do to make it a reality. But I enjoy learning and teaching people about ventilation and air purification, so like, that feels like a realistic goal and next step? Not only because of the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic but also given how much more frequent flooding in my area has gotten. Mold testing and remediation will only become more important in my lifetime. I want to be able to do something to help.

lunar phase